by I breathe slowly and with few between.
I guess I never asked for air but I am still bleeding.
The water fills my lungs slowly,
I guess this is just how it’s meant to be.
Separated from the rest.
Feeling like a whole damn mess.
This isn’t the best for me,
But maybe if I try I can see clearly.
The air is too thick to breathe.
It fills my lungs to where it cannot be.
If I take one more breath of this air I might just fall right,
There.
The earth is spinning round and round,
But my screams don’t seem to make a sound.
If no one’s there then did it even happen, darling?
Is this too hardening?
Don’t wanna put this all on you,
But I can’t take it anymore, it’s true.
It is just too hard for me,
To allow this hole to keep sinking.
This air seems too heavy to breathe.
I wonder if it’s all because I wouldn’t be,
Who you want me to
Who you want me to
Do I need you?