I worry about you.
When I see those things.
Maybe it’s not my place to judge, and I probably seem boring.
I don’t know why I feel entitled to tell you what to do.
So I try to keep my mouth shut but know when I am silent,
I still wish better of you.
Just because it seems normal, doesn’t mean you should steep that low.
I know you’re better than that
At least I believe that’s true
Maybe it’s because I haven’t known you that long
I am just a stepping stone, when for me it means something
I know this time might be the last our paths will cross
But I’ve known you too long to ever forget you
So at least think of me for that
As I start to think I question myself
I wonder if I am right or wrong
But rest assured my beliefs won’t change
There are reasons these things are in place
Just because they break them
Doesn’t mean you join
Doesn’t mean you back down
I know myself more than anyone and I swore myself a million things
That I hope I can keep
And other people’s promises shouldn’t mean anything to me
The lessons I’ve learned
The people I’ve met
So similar to each other but different from me
Maybe I’m the odd one out
And I need to not shout
Because others want to fit in
But I have real fears
That keep me up at night
And scare me from shutting them down
I guess that’s all I have
Don’t think it matters anyways
But saying something helps me
Feel okay.