by I see it in every move I make, and the fears I fear overtake. This is what I am meant to do? Or is it simpler?
Should I live the natural way? Or force things into an uncomfortable place?
Should I stay? Should I stay the same?
This has changed everything.
I do not know the answer to the widening question of reality. And I will never claim to. The world is a never-ending cycle and it changes from me to you. I cannot say what will happen in a second, month or year.
But all I hope is that I live happily.
Time goes on and on without a stop. Even when we close our eyes we dream of times where they are not. We see each other and smile. We see the people we know and glare. I wish I would get to know some of the ones that stare.
I see many people for a few moments and only remember maybe one or two. With memorable faces or actions, in which I may only recall those. I know I say things fast but I really do want to slow down once in a while.
Sometimes I become nervous, but I think of future me. The things I was the most scared for, turned into some of my greatest memories.
Even now I worry about an event taking place soon, but I hope to leave it with strengthed relationships and maybe even some new. I know these times seem hard, but that is what life is. I try not to dwell on mistakes and live in the moment. I see a future for me and I am happy to be me.
I know life seems long and short, but the things from far ago will stay
I hope to remember all of these great days. With friends and family, and acquaintances. Thank you.
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